Oh my goodness! so much has happened and its been so amazingly good! Week 1 was tough hehe! I'd forgotten how many different personalities come to mission trips, but each and every person was amazing and did great despite how hot it was and the tough schedule we had.  I am so glad I insisted on a day off for them all! I think next year we will do two. :)

The first day of medical camps we were up bright and early and ready to go.  Everything kept changing so we weren't even planning to go to this place.  It was right behind a mosque and I was excited! Of course I would love to be in the mosque but I'll take what I can get.   It was a super busy day! There was so much going on at once, a children's area with them drawing and hearing about God, the dental area, the medical area, the myotherapy area, and even a toothbrushing time! I loved it.  The only thing missing was prayer.
I had not planned on overnight trips but we had two with the dental team.  So I took advantage of the first one.  We had a lovely dinner after a hard day's work. And although I hate to do meetings after medical camps, we really needed one.  Julianne and Tiffy led worship and then I shared about my heart about a prayer team and miracles that had happened in the past.  Just before starting I had talked to the leader of the myotherapy group and she had agreed to help with it! So I shared and then I held the medical students back to go over medical stuff to make the next day easier.  I felt bad for keeping them till 11:30pm only to find out that some of them went swimming afterwards! They have so much energy! I would say it's cause I'm getting old, but I'll blame it on jet lag :)

The next morning everyone was all smiles and taking pictures.   The myotherapy group was super happy because I guess they are all christian and they didn't know I was. Had a great breakfast with some of them that morning and we swapped testimonies.

Our camp was in a open church! It was so breezy it was almost hard to hear heart and lung sounds! It was an amazing setting because we never overheated! The dental team hadn't seen a lot of action the day before but they did a lot better this next day.  :) Still not enough but better. The medical side was great, but I had concerns about a certain volunteer doctor.  :( I talked to our head student about my concerns and when I said I need to talk to you about Dr. ..... He said I know.   :) I love how these guys have grown so much and even they can see good and bad medicine.  He had been fixing it on the pharmacy side but now we are fixing it from the beginning and hopefully training another doctor and helping the people of cambodia :)

The next day was our feeding program. I have been wanting to do this since I heard about it in Kenya in august and Rithy brought it up himself soon after as we chatted on facebook.  When I came in november we talked about it and I had this brilliant idea that we should do home gardens in the provinces and that idea got nixed by everyone! hehe! Since I can't do anything without help, I just had to wait - story of my life, but it makes the ending always so much better because you see God's better plan unfold before you and such a  beautiful way.   So when the team told me they had money for it, I was excited!  But due to miscommunication I didn't know they were actually wanting to do it till they got here! We had 4 days to put it together.  I say we, but I mean Michael had 4 days to put it together and like everything he does, he did it and did it well.

Michael prepared everything and we got there in time to help a little.  He had Rina and his students helping and it was great to chop up stuff and talk to them as we all worked together to help those less fortunate. I had been so tired I wanted to fall down.  I had even stayed behind when the team went sight seeing, but once I got there and started chopping veges while the team ate their dinner and talking to all the students helping out, I came alive!  I guess I really am a converted extrovert :) Michael had gone to the local slum and invited them to come and eat.  They had to walk to come and it's a little far so we figured only those really interested would come.  To our surprise over 50 showed up, even though we thought 25  would and if we were lucky 40! We had enough food and extra so it was great, noodles, fish, rice, veges and fruit! Michael really is the best! I had been trying to get someone else to share a welcome - like the people who brought the money, but they refused and so I got to, and I have to say I am so glad I did. As I stood in front of all of them, my heart just melted and I almost started crying as I realized what a privilege and honor it was to be able to provide them food.  Sometimes I get so caught up in the administrative part and overseeing everything I forget to see individuals and it always bothers me.  I love one of one time with people but now I just get it with the students and they get it with the patients.  But as I stood there and shared with them, I loved that I actually loved and cared for these strangers as individuals.   So the dental team nicknamed me heartless (I'm not quite sure why) but I'm glad God can put a heart in anyone :)  After that they had worship night and we stuck around and had fun!  I know the team was super tired, but I was so glad we stayed and they willingly agreed because I love hanging out with the khmer - it makes me happy :) Jolie from next door's salon kept poking her head in so I had Tiffy give her a song sheet.  It was a great nice with a simple message and then we walked home :)  I wanted to say and hang out with the students, but I didn't want tire out the team who I could see was ready to leave! At least during the worship night I got to hang out with a few people.

The next morning we had to pack and be ready because it was another over-nighter.  The one thing about cambodia is that you have to be willing to go along with whatever comes your way :) I had been told only 1 away trip.  The team had two.  The first one we had a very nice hotel but the second was what I had been afraid of :) and so some of the team didn't sleep all night.  The good news for me was that I woke up during that trip and was able to start really being myself again and hang out with the team and communicate.  There was one team member I really didn't know and it was great cause I got to spend a couple of long bus rides getting to know this amazing person with a heart of gold.

 One of the places we went to, I went to last time I was here.  I remember as I sat and watched the "program" and a dentist being the chief guest I remember thinking how one day I would love for me to be the head person. hehe! Well, little did I know it would be answered so fast! :) Exact same place and me sitting at the front desk giving my short speech. hehe!

The dental team left sooo fast.  Our poor member whose only desire had been to get a massage, didn't get one :(  and so next time! :) Also next time maybe 1 day off isn't enough a week, we need two :)  I thought they all hated the trip but they have already recruited another member and our 12 year old star has decided she might become a doctor! I love how God works. I was so tired, I just wasn't able to be there for anyone on the team that first week but despite that (because it really is God who does everything) He still made there time worthwhile.

They left at night and the next morning we were ready for the next "team" of one.  At the airport of course Michael introduced me to more amazing people/missionaries as we waited for our respective teams.  Although the first team got to take it easy the first day, poor Jeffrey started off busy and running. He got back, had his food and got to sit and meet Sharon and Tiffy and then we were off to not just one, but two ktv's.  Michael and I had gone out the night before to secure our spot for the next day.  At diamond now they know us so well they let us come even when our guy isn't there! :) YAY! For the other one, it was our second time, but they liked us and said we could come back without hesitation!  It was sad, a few of them were pregnant and they are drinking 20-40 cans of beer in their first trimester :(  We gave out a bunch of our cards and hopefully they will call in the future.  And then off to Java.  I think for new people who haven't been in Cambodia long the pull for java is mysterious, but by the end of the trip Sharon and Tiffy were all looking forward to it just as much as me :)

The next day bright and early we took off for the province.  Another overnight trip.  The camp was good.  Lots of old people came and were all smiles as they got their glasses and sunglasses.  Our old donations of people's old prescription glasses from the container even came in handy :) I guess there really is nothing you can donate that doesn't have some use on the mission field and God honors the desire you have to bless to truly bless people even if on paper it doesn't sound like it will work.  We got surprised by a 20 minute trip to the beach after the camp and dinner on the riverfront :) The students pulled out their guitar and played and were quite good :) I'm always impressed how talented they all are.  Intelligent, super sweet, caring and musically inclined too!  I got to stroll the area I had been wanting too when we drove by 10 days earlier.  Even though I didn't get to eat, I was a happy camper :)

We were short on hotel rooms so I had to share a stinky sewer smelling room that didnt have a lock or ability to close the bathroom door with Jeffrey.  I was not looking forward to the night, but there were no other rooms and I felt bad swapping with Vasna, although he offered.  So after finding out there were no more rooms, I adopted my usual motto of "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."   I didn't get dinner cause my first meal had eggs in it and the 2nd didn't have salt :) Things were just not going my way :) hehe! But you just got to go with the flow and smile because God is in control.  So when Rithy found out our room smelled he said he was staying in a different hotel due to lack of space and was going to see if there were two rooms for us!! :) There only ended up being 1 room but it was huge, had hot water, even the partition between the toilet and the shower that Jeffrey had really wanted, two huge beds, and no smell!!!! I felt soooo blessed and happy! :) So when lunch the next day had eggs in it again I couldn't be upset.  hehe! And I had a back up :) I now carry my peanut butter with me on these trips as back up :)

The mosque outreach I think was everyone's favorite.   First of all how cool is it to do a camp in a mosque!!!  Not in the building next to the mosque but in it!  They insisted we use their prayer rugs as desk covers and I felt bad not wanting to ruin them but they insisted.  We kept an area for their regular prayers but no one ever came.  Everyone was just happy, the kids were adorable, the community was all smiles and enjoying their glasses and there was good air flow and ventilation and a lot of sick people (especially TB - praise God for good ventilation).  We went home with a huge smiles that day.

The next day we had planned lectures but no one could come so we did speed sight seeing :) hehe! We managed to see everything in PP - the killing fields, toul sleng, royal palace, river front, wat phnom, independence monument and the prime minister's house even and ended the day at java cafe! :) Came home and had an unexpected visit from Rithy and his friend who proposed some interesting ideas for our future and helped us out in planning our vacation.

Next day was teaching.  We had planned to get pics at a cambodian photo studio before the lectures but while looking for a deal we ran out of time. On our way back we saw an accident and stopped. The guy had had a head injury and needed to have his skull drilled and blood drained.  It was kind of cool to be able to take charge and run after him and bring him back to safety as he wandered on the street with no one bringing him back. Michael's contacts were able to tell us where to send him and I was able to tell the family what treatment he would need.  I think us missing our photos saved his life.  God is sooo good!  That's the first time I have been able to really help someone in a traffic accident.  My first year here I helped clean a wound, but nothing serious.  This guy would have died.  A few years ago, I think I wouldn't have had the confidence to know what to do and to take charge, but now I felt so blessed to have michael there to make the phone calls and me to just have no problem trying to take charge to help this guy out even though no one understood me or listened to me.  It was kind of scary when he almost made it to the road and I had to run after him, but I was so happy when he came back with me.  All I could do was pray the whole time.  I was so focussed and kind of excited as I helped him and made sure we did everything we could for him, but after we got into the tuktuk, I wasn't really happy as I realized that there was a good chance he wouldn't get the treatment he needed.   I even prayed for him.  But praise two days later although initially I was told they hadn't drilled a hole, I found out later that they did and he was talking and back to normal! YAY God!

We went off to the lectures from there and they were sooo good!  I learned so very very much.  They wanted to see a temple after lectures and we walked there to find out it was closed :( but the next day guess where we ended up having the camp - in a temple! not next to it as we have had in the past, but in it! It was wonderful! :) So beautiful! We woke up that morning and Tiffy wanted to pray.  Her last day at prayer team.  This was the day that she saw a lot happen. She has 16 pictures of people who got healed and others gave their lives to God.  Some had already been going to church but with her made a decision to follow God forever.  One guy was brought over by the myotherapy team because they couldn't do anything for him due to his high blood pressure.  He had a leg discrepancy - meaning one leg was shorter than the other.  She had seen legs grow out before but when she prayed it actually happened and she was amazed! He came with a came and left without needing one!!! I love God!

This trip has been full of things happening that I have wanted to see for some time.  We have a prayer team that has started.  Still have to work out the kinks but it has started.  We have someone who wants to do the ktv outreaches.  Now I just need a doc who is interested.  We did our first feeding program and have money to continue it. We have a bunch of donated stuff we can start a clinic with. We just need docs who want to do it.  My students graduate this year! And we are starting secondary school outreaches! God is sooo good! So amazingly good!

Life is sooo good, but sooo busy.  Today I have to say I was dragging :) Woke up and hour earlier than my alarm and got a lot done in the morning. It's incredible but it takes over and hour just to check email, facebook and blog hehe!
I was worried about Tiffy on a motorcycle and Michael changed the plan to a tuktuk! So I didn't have to worry at all. Next we went to the meeting with the korean missionary.  I thought we were meeting a woman but we met a man and he was sooo great! I thought we needed to get rid of all our stuff in a month or two and find a new place, but he has graciously agreed to 6 months! And he won't take any money for electricity even.  He encouraged us a bunch in having vision and thinking big and when I look at what he has done I am rather amazed in the last twenty years.  Also, I was so glad michael was there.  He was the star of the meeting, asking all the questions and making everything so easy.
From there we went to lunch and talked and then to the office to pick up meds for the ktv outreach. From there we went to the government official's house and when I got home, I heard my name and Theary was there and I got to see her and she was so happy and so was I :) I thought I wouldn't get to see her or work with her but there she was.  When I got inside there was a huge team there and the ones heading it were Dr. Dale and Nancy, so got to see them too! I was exhausted by now and so was happy to be able to rest for a while.  YAY God!

Went to our KTV after that.  On the way we invited 3 sisters to join us.  Waiting for me were Christine and Tiffy outside the KTV.  We went in and while they cleaned the room I introduced myself to all the girls.  When we went in, at first just one girl came, but just when we thought we might have to pack up, a whole bunch came and it was great. I wanted one girl to get prayer and she was shy but one of the other girls encouraged her and even prayed while I prayed. When I was done she asked when we were coming back! Then when we talked to the other girl she said she was christian and unable to go to church.  She wanted to go, so the three girls with us took her to church today with them! God is sooo good.  Also the three sisters helped translate and one (the one I wanted to meet and did) wants to help regularly! so YAY! God is good!  Everyone was happy and excited leaving.

After that we were off to my favorite cafe - three days in the making and Pert wowed us with his magic skills

And then a massage and finally it was time for the airport.  Michael and I got there right on time only to discover the flight was late and we had to wait for over an hour and 1/2 for them to come out :) But it gave us a chance to talk and as tired as I was, talking to michael woke me up.  We end up meeting a wonderful person that michael knew and talking to her as well and then the wonderful dental team arrived! Save Each One's first ever real official medical team!
We got settled in by about 2 and then I was up at 7:30 - sooo tired - trying to pack stuff and have it ready to ship to michael's house while we were going to be off in the province.  I kept thinking I should have just put everything in a room instead and kept one.  Well as we have everything ready and it's so inconvenient, the manager asks her boss if we can put everything in one room! God is sooo good! So now I can even do this while I wait.
So michael helped set up everything in the next few minutes - sandals glued, phone sim card, tuk tuks arranged for church! And off we went. Arrived 20 min late but it was still good, a lot of good worship and a great message.  Saw Chandra at church and it was great and then we went to russian market and came home at a reasonable time! :) So I can finally rest and catch up with things! YAY! God is sooo good! Everything is just perfect! I'm tired but sooo happy!

So got up early and changed rooms and headed to the airport! Rithy came to get me and michael and christine joined. We got there on time but the flight was early so poor tiffy was waiting for 1/2 hour! :) Pretty scary for a little girl traveling on her own, but praise God despite having been asleep almost I had told her we would be there at 8 and so she knew she could just wait :) I love how God puts those thoughts in our minds! :)

We headed off to Kompot with 4 in the back seats. I haven't seen Ratana for a long long time, but it was great.  It made me realize how important it is to stay in touch. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, but really after a while we forget to realize how much we love people! So it was great to reconnect.  We stopped for coconuts along the way

And then headed on to two huge rooms full of equipment - expensive equipment that we could start a hospital with. Last year I was thinking it would take forever to be able to get even a fraction of this stuff and now we have so much that we need to give it away! So we brainstormed and came up with ideas of what to do and today we are off for a meeting to figure out what we can keep at that place and for how long.  A nice missionary is letting us keep stuff there for free, but it's costing them 100 dollars a month.  As we sat there and discussed things I was really just thinking how great it is that we have 4 minds that can talk and discuss about things and all feel free to share our opinions as differing as they are.
We had extra time so we went sightseeing in a place 1/2 hour away. I had wanted to do it, but I didn't want to make Rithy drive far hehe! But YAY! First snacks at a little fruit stand with hammocks
And then we went to a moutain that is famous and saw a waterfall. Hehe! let's just say it's dry season.  We climbed up behind the waterfall barefoot and the good pics are on other people's cameras but are a few.
And then off to a pizza party which we showed up 2 hours late for, but wow, it tasted so good! hehe! Just yesterday I had heart about a girl I wanted to meet and I met her at the party! God is sooo good! 
Life is grand! heheh! I had planned a full day with Christine, but of course there are so many last minute plans and so I wont be able to spend time with her till 5 but we did at 10:30pm manage to get into the KTV for day 3! hehe! 

I arrived yesterday! I didn't have a seat on the plane but got the best seat available because of it - the aisle exit row! God is sooo good! So I slept, slept a lot. Which was perfect, because when I arrived it was noon and I needed to be awake for the day. People to meet, places to go. Busy busy life :) I got out early and waited for Michael to show. Was afraid that he thought I was coming at night but pert, christine and michael showed up.  So we caught up and AHHH! I just love cambodia! Being back I feel more alive than anywhere else! Just landing made me soooo happy! Maybe it's the total freedom and acceptance, I don't know what it is, but I love it.  After catching up the medical students came by. I love them! They are sooo great! I found out a little more of the plan.  So apparently all the equipment we have inherited needs to be moved and stored.  It's crazy but it's enough for an entire small specialty clinic! It's rather crazy.  I want to use so much of it!!! But I don't even know how to use it.  Then I waited and waited and my next appt didn't show up so I got to sleep for an hour and would have just slept through the night but michael came to get me for dinner. And I had wondered when I would see Rina, but she was there cooking!!! So i got her delicious cooking right away and got a chance to hug her and catch up.  It's pretty crazy but so much is happening and the possibilities are endless.  So one of the team members had money and somehow a feeding program was brought up and although it was thursday yesterday and wednesday we need to do it, michael is going to make it happen! God is sooo good! I have been wanting to do this since my last visit and now it's just going to happen and the funds are there and Michael is on board and life is sooo good and I am so blessed. We'll run it out of michael's center! hehe! gotto love God.  Off to pick up our first medical team member at 7:30 am :) and then off to kompot!! and then a pizza party today! God is great!!

We all got up bright and early for saturday's medical clinic.  I didn't realize it but Kompot is on the water. It was a great drive - Cambodia is sooo pretty! We had breakfast once we got there at a little restaurant where they had incredible vegetarian fried rice! I loved it! Then we went to the site.  I didn't realize it but it was on the mosque grounds! It's been so interesting - we had a medical camp on the Wat grounds and now on the Mosque grounds! How cool is that! :) It was one big room and my students quickly made a registration vitals area, the clinic, waiting area and pharmacy in no time! :) As we saw patients and precepted them (YAY! tharanga was able to join us so we had two preceptors instead of one) we realized that there still needs to be a lot of training done and a lot for the students to learn. We saw a few great learning cases - a man who might have interstitial lung disease, a man with a murmur and lots of derm stuff - clear case of scabies and so much more! We got to make our makeshift spacer and I loved it! At lunch we got to go to the village. I didn't know but this is the village they have come to before and it is filthy because of flooding from the sea.  The host had prepared the crab,shrimp and prawns for all of them and I had my vege breakfast! We had stolen a papaya from the government officials house (with his approval) and so had that for dessert and then we took pics while looking at the sea and then off for the afternoon to see more patients.  
then off to Sihanoukville.  We arrived at the place and went directly to a restaurant where we sat on the beach and eat while a hotel was found :) End up playing uno, walking the beautiful beach and having fun till we all were exhausted and then off to the hotel! I have to say - um, next time I'll have to give them a budget for their retreat because our hotel room was um... not ok :) but anyone can do anything for a night :) hehe! The hotel was soon forgotten as we got to the beach! the beach was pristine, the water warm and I could have stayed there forever. however after lunch and more crab/shrimp/prawns (apparently they bought a bunch when we arrived and so they had that for breakfast lunch and dinner for 5 meals straight! Sometimes it's great it be a vegetarian.  :)
Came and home we went to our favorite cafe as a treat to us :) hehe! monday we were up bright and early for the next medical camp.  We got there and there were a ton of people already lined up and waiting. There was a ceremony to give away the equipment and then the medical camp started.  It was really sad. The medical camp was being held in the health center and people were so desperate for care that they were climbing through the barbed wire instead of coming through the front door. I was trying to keep them back but some made it through anyways.  Soon we had a crowd of people surrounding us and I was so thankful for having worked with crowds in india.  I sent them all back to the covered area where they had seats next door and we did registration there.  There were the most aggressive patients I have ever seen and even though I was a little annoyed at their belligerence and refusal to go back and do things as we asked them to, like 2 patients I had to ask to leave 5 times and wait in a seat in a seated area instead of right outside our pharmacy.  They kept refusing until they realized I wasn't going to stop till they left :) But honestly in hindsight I guess even though the health center is right there, they must get such bad medical care that they are so desperate.   :( 
So we had 1/2 new students this time. I was a little worried, with a crowd that was already so much and new students, all the training from the past was going to have to be done again :( but hehe! they were so good, I was actually so glad they were there by the end of the day.  I was talking to one of them and he is the younger student being trained by Rithy (our leader in cambodia) to start taking over the medical school portion or recruiting students and do our school outreach in the countryside.  When I heard that I was so happy! I am soooo blessed by working with such great people.  A lone girl went to cambodia with a desire to follow God and look who God has put her in touch with.  I have michael who I can trust with my life and now these medical students who I can  trust not only with my life, but to take care of everything and keep helping the people of cambodia long after I am gone, because of their great love and passion for their people.  Pray that they find God so that all that they do isn't just in their strength but leaning on God.  The medical camp was great. Saw great patients and had teaching moments and although I had asked to stop registration at 100 patients, we saw 180 despite starting late because of show of giving (heheh! Can you tell I hate that kind of stuff :)) that was made in the morning.  
We came home late and exhausted and of course we went to java to celebrate a well deserved hard work day and an early goodbye dinner with michael and pert just in case. One thing I have learned is that you have to seize every moment because you never know what will happen at anytime and your best laid plans fall at the wayside, especially when it comes to your freetime. :)  hehe! And even the dinner was cut short because Michael had a patient he wanted me to go see in the hospital. So off we went.  Didn't come home till 11.  6am-11pm was our day :) 
So the next day was supposed to be a free day, but just while sitting having dinner my day started getting so packed I had to say no to some things because I didn't have time.  In the morning however the plans all changed again.  I had to cancel the goodbye head massage with pert because my friend came late and the medical student meeting got cancelled because they got called away to do something, but it was all so perfect.  My Cambodian friend came over and she really needed to talk and honestly in all the years I have known her, we have never had a serious conversation, but she came wanting to be mentored and talk.  We usually spend our whole time laughing, but today we actually talked and she cried and we prayed together at the end.  I love how God's timing and ways are so perfect.
Then we were off to prepare for the two ktv medical camps (fronts for prostitution).  We went to the new one and they weren't expecting us but when we told them we had prearranged it they suspiciously let us sit in the front waiting area and see three people and slowly more as they realized we weren't dangerous! In the beginning they said they needed to ask for permission for us to come back.  By the end they said i could come back anytime.  They weren't open to anyone else coming yet, but next time, I'll take students with me.
For the next camp, we prepped, went to gateway to get our volunteers and off we went.  Theary -one of my favorite medical students.  I apparently taught bible study to her back in the day when I lived here and last time I had the privilege of her going to a medical camp with me, she ended volunteering to pray with patients and they were saved, healed and it was what I have been praying for.  This time having her there was a blessing as well - like what I have been dreaming of! So first of all patients didn't come with just the usual problems of heartburn and vaginal discharge. It's super sad but these girls drink 20-40 beers a day and its no surprise they all have vaginal discharge.  The first girl Theary took aside after I was done and she talked and prayed with her, led her to God and the girl was crying and wants to come out of this life! YAY! She talked to another who didn't even get to see me because she got called away, but not before she found Jesus :) Claire on the other side started talking to patients as well and Rang Sey - one of my original 4 medical students came and he helped out as well. He drove 2 1/2 hours to see me and all for 30 minutes of which only 5 minutes of it were with me alone :( I was sooo touched and again I feel so blessed to be surrounded by such great people who love me so much! 
As we all gathered at gateway to say goodbye to each other the head girl there came over to me after I had my 5 minutes with Rangsey and asked if I wanted a coffee. I said no, cause I had been called to have dinner with the government official (and had to cancel dinner with pert and michael), but she got all teary eyed and said she wanted to treat me to a coffee because of all I do for the cambodian people! :) I couldn't refuse that! And the coffee was so good too! I really don't know anyone who is so blessed with so many people who love them so very very much.  
So I was sad to be missing dinner with pert and michael but when a government official who is helping you wants to have dinner with you, you dont say no :) But it was such a blessing. I love this couple.  As soon as I walked in the wife took me by the hand and took me back to the kitchen where I saw R - one of our original students there cooking food. After hugs I found out she has been working next door for a year :) and they hired her to make food for me today.  I had seen her at the center learning english (which made me so happy because she had dropped out after a year and it had made me sad because she had so much potential. When I originally met her we said good morning to each other only.  When I met her a year later after she had been learning english in our center she could translate for me!) and then she had dropped out.  Last time I had been in town I had encouraged her to go back and start learning and hehe! I was happy she was back) Now R is a great cook and last time I was here she had cooked for us and when we were coming back on monday from the medical camp Michael had asked me if we wanted her to cook for her and I had said no, but later on I was thinking, I should have said yes and look at God, even that desire was fulfilled.  What I loved was instead of treating her like the help, they had her sit with us on the table and eat dinner! :) I went with the wife to drop her off at her "house" (a one room rental) and the wife and I got to talk a lot.  I didn't even realize she spoke so much english and so it was great! Got back and we all chatted a little longer before I left.  
There is a doctor they were working with that I really didn't want to work with but they seemed to be so excited to be working with him that I didn't want to say anything.  That night the whole night was them and the government official talking about how they didn't want to work with him and the reasons why and I was so happy that they didn't want to work with him, but at the same time felt I was defending him all night because 

I haven't written in ages, but a lot has been happening.  The work always continues without me in cambodia so I never have to worry about a thing. Of course I should be better about posting and will try but here is a little of what has been happening since I have been here!  I arrived exactly 1 week ago friday.  
I got dropped off at my hotel and was up bright and early to meet up with Michael and spend the day doing whatever.  We went to Gateway - our old favorite hangout and met a new girl who we invited to our medical camp on sunday.  We went to our old KTV outreach place and they were delighted to have us come back and said yes to a medical camp the next day! We met up with missionary friend and then it was time to meet up with Pert and Chandra. Pert is our awesome 6 month volunteer and Chandra works for a local ngo/shelter.  So we sped off in the rain, with michael insisting I wear his rain jacket and me still managing to get really really wet and arrived only to find out that they were stuck in traffic! So we went up to the movie theater and as we walked through there was a free showing of a japanese movie for the film festival and so we sat and watched it! :) Free movies are always great! Dinner was great! Something about being in a foreign country where you bond so easily and well with people who speak english! So by the end of the night I felt like I had known Pert forever! And Chandra invited us to do first aid training for her girls.  The night started with Michael and Pert not being allowed to it ending with them being able to come :) YAY! 
I had planned to sleep in the next morning and found out that the students needed help with prepping meds for the camp the next day. So I was ready by 8 and over there prepping meds with Pert and the students.  In two hours we had sorted everything and even hopefully gotten my optometrist friend to come teach us stuff next year cause we have all these glasses and don't know what to do with them! :) 
So sunday despite checking twice to see if I set my alarm, I failed to see that I set it on the weekday alarm, so when I woke up at 605 and was supposed to be there by 6 I couldn't believe my eyes! But soon I was ready and Pert and Michael had brought khmer coffee! and so I wasn't going to be hungry and off we went.  We got there before the bus arrived and only 2 students there so it was great! The camp was in a buddhist temple.  Which was kind of cool! we started with first aid training and then started seeing the patients.  1/2 way through the morning I saw a woman who caught my eye. We prayed for her once - nothing. Prayed again - nothing.  The third time though she got better and was so happy!!! After lunch had claire and pert do vitals and pack meds and the medical students all got to see patients.  203 patients :) 
Came home so exhausted and even though I hadn't showered since the day before because I got up so late, I fell asleep on my bed - knocked out - and two hours later we were waiting for jennifer to arrive.  I fell asleep talking to michael on the tuk tuk while we waited for her delayed flight! 
Monday we went to the shelter to teach.  I was waffling between letting Pert teach vs michael and me teaching and went with the latter and it ended up being great. Although I trained pert, he never got to see it in action and so I think it really helped him know how to do it well cause Michael and I are such a stellar team! :)  And Pert and Jennifer recorded it for me for future training.  We got invited back to do a medical camp for the girls in the shelter.  Then we ended up at what I think is the best place to eat in all of PP! Java cafe. For all of those who know me, you know how much I dislike the food there, but this cafe - although a little pricier then most is fabulous! 
Tuesday we had lunch with a volunteer nutritionist to figure out the feeding program idea.  So as we talked she recommended education more then anything else and I remember thinking, "Oh :( " but we kept talking and then a new idea came to me at the end of the conversation.  While I was in N..K.. earlier this year I saw each house had a garden and I was thinking I haven't seen that in most of the villages we go to.  The students had pointed out that a feeding program is not sustainable and so I had been thinking, what can I do that is but doable and I asked, "how about a garden!" We will teach each person how to have a garden and provide the seeds.  Although all the khmer are initially against it - though I don't understand why, especially cause I am a new gardener and find it sooo fun, I think it's doable!  So then the students asked me to go with them.  While our stuff was stuck in customs they met a government official who is helped them and wanted to meet me because I am christian! so we met and got to test out the equipment that was originally sent for us but now we are donating to a provincial health clinic so that in the future our custom can clear easily. We refused to pay a bribe and the medical camps we held although enough to get our stuff through, weren't enough I guess to be in the good graces of the people in power. So although I was super sad to see we have to give two ultrasound machines and an ekg machine away to people who probably won't even be able to use it :( I am hopeful that if God brought us an ultrasound machine so unexpectedly, He'll do it again! and this time it won't be an old model but a new one! :) Pray for us!  But on the bright side, with this new contact we can do medical camps anywhere, anytime - no more need for long drives back and forth trying to get permission! YAY! God is sooo good. While I was there I was talking to him about my desire to minister to muslims and my heart for them and so he said, come to my home town and suddenly a medical camp was arranged for thursday and we had our saturday one changed to a new location! All so fast! All so God.
Wednesday we did first aid training at our hotel! :) they loved it! Simply loved it and I got to see Pert try his first time and he was awesome!!! They loved him and I don't have to worry about a thing :) And showing him how it's supposed to be done instead of the awkward way I trained him helped him too! Then we were off to the shelter where it was so sad to see what health care here is like.  Jennifer wanted to cry the whole time because of what she saw and it made me so happy to see my sister in law's heart :) She's so awesome
Thursday was a medical camp at Kompong Chnang. It was my favorite so far! The people were so sweet and although sometimes I feel our medical camps don't really help a lot -this time I felt the patients really really needed a doctor. My heart just went out to them as I saw the lady with metastatic cancer or one that I was convinced the colon cancer, or the kid that probably has TB and was so cachetic it was sad to see....  I am so grateful for the opportunity to serve in Cambodia and to make a difference.
On sunday Pert had asked me if I felt proud to see what I had accomplished with the students while the medical camp was going on.  And I honestly said, that I don't feel like it's me.  I honestly feel like it has nothing to do with me.  But as I was at the camp on thursday at one point I just got teary eyed because I realized, WOW GOD! I remembered when I was on my knees praying, having given up and how the next week the medical students showed up wanting to learn and now they are doing such amazing work! hehe! just writing this makes me want to cry. God is soooo good! I KNOW I didn't do this, but I feel soooo blessed that God allowed me to be a part of this. I feel so very very privileged!
Friday -  we were supposed to go to the province at night but Rithy is so great - he's just as tight as me with money.  So instead we are getting up early and leaving so that we can save money on a guest house and the van for 1 day :) I so love my students! So today we went to three different ktvs to try to solicit them to let us do a medical camp :) 1 said yes, one said no and one said maybe.  So tuesday's plan is two ktvs (our usual where they love us and apparently everyone recognizes us) and maybe one more! But since plans changed and we had some free time and we weren't able to do the medical camp at the ktv as planned :) someone got their nails done :) Can't beat 6 dollars for a mani and pedi :) and we had time to chat with Claire - an amazing missionary from singapore I was wanting Jennifer to meet but I didn't think we had time to! God is good and has everything perfectly under control.  I was supposed to meet up with one of my original medical students today and he wanted to come to the ktv outreach and I felt bad telling him it had to be postponed cause the manager was out and it turned out last minute he had got busy too! God really is perfect! 
Tomorrow we are off bright and early and gone for the weekend.  I'll write more when I get back. God bless you all.  Pics are on our facebook page - Save each one.
​please pray for us!

So today was also unexpected. I got up super early to be there, ready by 7, but when we left at 8 with 1/2 the team still at home we found out that the place didn't have anyone there yet! :) They called last night asking us to come early and then didn't come themselves. There had been an unexpected death in the congregation and so we went there and then back to camp and people started coming by then.  Already, i only had to teach fire safety! My two helpers from yesterday had the rest down! :) And since patients because of the heat started to leave during the training I started to see patients. First with sister mary and then with my usual hostess.  I drew an asthma diagram and used it multiple times today. Lot's of repeat things but interestingly, real problems and not the gerd I see so much of usually - a lady with seizures, a boy with microcephaly, serious asthma, htn etc.  The last patient of the day came super late and she had nothing i could treat - arthritis (really bad) and cataracts. So my translator said the operation is too much so we should pray and so we did and much to everyone's surprise or at least mine, she was healed right infront of everyone, with everyone watching! So praise God! probably saw 30-40 patients today, but did full education and only had 1/2 day to see them :0 it was great! basically without documentation I can see 60-80 in a day and not be exhausted :) YAY! expanding capacity. God is good.
Went to day 1 of the prefuneral and we ended up being there till 11pm! so my treat dinner was kfc :) hehe! oh well :0
Tomorrow is the last day here.  I am so blessed to have come.

God is so good! so we just finished our first day of medical camps.  it was not what we planned. We had all of 5 patients because someone dropped the ball and the community leaders didn't find out until late last night that there was a camp and so couldn't announce it to the people.  So we ended up doing a training in first aid.  One of my helpers was taking pictures and she is the best photographer I have had so far! she got all the shots i wanted! :) and more.  And she already learned the talk so she can give it tomorrow!
probably 3 of our 5 patients will be volunteering tomorrow!  
There was a huge meal prepared. The other day I had wanted panfried tofu and guess what they made me :) a whole plate full and it was good! :) We came home and I got to talk to my host.  So I was originally going to stay at a hotel but really didn't like any of them, there wasn't one that I could pay extra money for that was conveniently located.  And then suddenly the pastor offered me a house stay! LAst time I was in the philippines I had stayed with a family and I totally loved it and this time too, I am loving it. There is no better way to get to know people than live with them.  I found out today she has been lonely since her kids all grew up and her husband lives outside the country, so she was excited but scared, but I think we are having a great time! 
We ended up going to her dad's and prayed for her dad who has o2 dependent copd and we had a long conversation where he kept talking without being sob. His eyesight improved to the point where he could see me too :) he got so excited.He is 82.  The sister in law had a stroke, so prayed for her and although she didn't start moving her body the pain in her body disappeared.  The other 2 had easier to medically treat problems.
Came home and the pastor made me a filipino dish.  
Tomorrow we start at 7am! AHH! but excited.
So God is so good.  I was three days over on my visa in cambodia. I woke up 2 weeks ago scared I might have overbooked my stay and lo and behold I had. A quick internet search revealed that i could probably pay 5-6 dollars a day over and I would be fine.- so 20 dollars and worse case scenario, an additional visa extension fee of 45 dollars more.  So I made sure I had enough money cause apparently they don't give change and went early and they didn't charge me! didn't even ask! :) 
I had enough time to finish the testimony of tesfaye at the airport and although originally i was going to take a taxi from the airport, I got offered a ride by the pastor! So i am sooo blessed! :)

So we did our first medical camp in the graveyard slum! It was great- best camp so far because finally we are praying with the patients! :) I am so excited. So since this was such a last minute camp, I wasn't sure who was coming.  Bora and theary wanted to come and Rithy said he would come, but no one else said yes.  Even the rheas and smith's backed out at the last minute, sooo.... that left a small group. Part of me was happy in case there wasn't enough to do, but as we gathered, I saw a lot of people on motorcycles, we had like 7-8 doctors/medical students! We got there and the place was locked! no patients to be found, but! God is so good! Someone let us in and as I set up they all went and saw the slum. They found out no one had even been told about it, so they invited them to come.  When they got back, since the people had said they would come in a bit, I decided to take pics and was suprised to see people gambling on the graves and hanging out instead of coming to the camp, but was enjoying taking pics and interacting with the people. When I got back, there was one person there and soon one by one more and more came.  I had to stop the clinic in the middle to have the first aid teaching done. Only I could pull it off, I literally had every person stop seeing their patient and send them to sit down to watch the presentation.  Rithy uses his tablet to teach with the pics! How cool :) So yesterday I was offered another projector.  So if they can plug it in, I could leave this behind for them :) God is good.
So we started seeing patients.  One thing I decided was that I wasn't going to worry about people's feelings, I was going to do what I thought was right. It's amazing how everything is right in the world when you are like that.  It was super hot and lots of traffic but I was humming songs as sweat soaked my face as we rode there for an hour in the blazing heat on michael's motorcycle.  No patients came initially and the place was locked and although I was thinking "repeat of saturday" but not worried.  I really felt invested in teaching the medical students (even the ones that I feel aren't the greatest) and had a real love for them.  When I got to theary I asked her to pray with her patient.  I know she is passionate about God and so she was happy to do it.  Then I asked the patient if she was better and she could feel God touching her knee and making it whole.  We prayed for her eyes again and all the blurryness disappeared.  After the next patient I asked if she would like to see patients or pray for them.  I was very happy when she chose the latter! :)  The students were confused as to why i was sending their seen patients to her, but later on I got to share what God was doing and theary shared examples of eyes and aches and pains that were healed with repeated prayer!
I am so excited for the group and what God is doing! God is good!  Please keep praying for us.
The village chief wants us back every month - particularly because of women's health issues. So we will be teaching there and Michael found out that a lot of the girls from that place end up at ktv (prostitution) so hopefully we can make a positive impact. I wonder what God is doing! I am excited!

So I came back to restart the center but no matter what I have done so far and how close things seem to get, something always goes wrong.  I had a teacher all lined up, infact, waiting for me when I got here and last minute backed out.  The last week we have been doing outreaches into the beer gardens and they all seemed so excited. Michael and I had a medical camp all set up for them, even went in the morning to buy more meds, I had my nails done and dressed up so I wouldn't look scrubby for these beautiful girls and NO one showed up to our medical camp for them! It was free. We had 3 volunteers show up to help but no one to actually see.  Disappointing.  Michael was actually more disappointed then me.  So I have been wanting to go to the graveyard slum and suggested we just go and see if we can set up a camp for then.  And lo and behold, we can! They said yes without hesitation and it will be in the government office there.  Took a lot of pics because it wasn't raining. Kids were enjoying playing on the graves and it didn't bother them at all.  It's so weird and sad and wonderful at the same time.  I hope a lot come! 
So there was a threat of rain all day long everywhere we went and of all the days to wear a dress, this was not a good one. I had to ride side saddle with an extra girl who wanted to see the graveslum (3 to a motorcycle) and michael took my helmet cause he couldn't find his.  40 minutes going, 40 coming back in the blazing heat but praise God I didn't get rained on or fall off :) Just made it home despite my stopping at gateway to do a medical consultation on the way home and meeting an old khmer friend who is going to do something similar to shakina in cambodia! YAY!

Talked to michael and despite other options which involve more money and my okay with it, he is adamant on not wanting to give the girls any gifts for participating in the research we are doing. He's like me on everything else. I refuse to give more just cause they want it when we are already giving so much.  In this case, I actually see a thank you gift as ok, since we are just taking and not giving, but he's not ok with even a 50 cent gift of fruit. :) We make such an awesome team :) always disagreeing with each other but never getting anything done without the other :) Gotto love God and how he does things.  Can't wait to show you all the pics from our recent outings. :0